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~*~Prologue~*~
Bryan McFadden sat on the plane looking out the window, he was on the way home from a trip to Sweden. He couldn't believe that his girlfriend, the women he loved could cheat on him and lie about it. A little girl that was sitting behind him started singing a song by Atomic Kitten and a fresh set of tears rolled down his cheeks. When he got off the plane his friends Kian and Mark were waiting for him. "Hey buddy!" Exclaimed Kian. "How's Kerry?" "I rather not talk about her now." He said looking up and his two friends saw the tears in his eyes. "Ok, are you ready for our first US tour?" "As ready as I'll ever be." They walked away and went to a cab. When they go to the hotel Bryan told them the whole story. He couldn't stop crying, they guys knew how much he loved her and she broke his heart in two. That night they had a dress rehearsal and the next night was their first show. The tour was going well and soon enough it was the last day of the tour and it was in Boston, MA. (note:from here on it's gonna be from Krista's point of view)

~*~Chapter 1~*~
"Krista, hurry up. We need to meet Ali and Catlin at the mall." "I'll be out in a minute. May, if you were 7 months pregnant with twins it would take you awhile too." "Sorry, I know Sean's an ass and no help. I hate him as much as you do." I emerged from the bathroom with a pair of super baggy overalls and a tee shirt. We got into the car and went to the mall to meet our 2 best friends Cat and Ali. We have known eachother since we were in diapers and were 18 now. Me and May's cousin, Sean, started dating when we were freshman. We were most popular couple in school, Prom King and Queen. That's how I ended up like this. On Prom night he pressured me into having sex when I wasn't ready and when he found out he went to a college across the country in CA. Me and May live together but we are moving in to a new house with Ali and Cat tomorrow. They all want to help me out. "Hey Kris, you don't look bad at all." "Thanks, Ali. Where's Cat?" "There is an autograph signing. She's holding our places. I saw them they are hot. She knows the security guard so he got us up front." We went to our spots and soon 5 guys got to a table. Cat made eye contact with a brown haired one. I personally couldn't keep my eyes off the tall blond one. They finally introduced themselves. "Hi we're Westlife. I'm Mark." Cat yelled and he smiled at her. "I'm Shane." Ali smiled. "Hey gals! I'm Bryan." Figured I like the lady's man. "I'm Kian." May nudged me. "I'm Nicky." They signed autographs and Cat got us into a room they were chilling at in the record store. "Hi Ladies." "I'm Catlin, these are my friends Ali, May, and Krista." "Hi." "Hi." Cat went over and started flirting with Mark. Ali started talking with Shane and May talked with Kian and Nicky. I sat there and rubbed my stomach then went and sat outside. Bryan sat next to me. "Hi, I'm Bryan. Krista right?" "Yup, that's me." "How you doing?" "Not great." "Why?" "Firstly I'm having twins and I'm not ready to be a mom. Secondly my boyfriend dumped me to go to LA." The tears rolled down my cheeks. "Please, don't cry. It'll be ok." "How would you know?" "I'll make it better." "Really? You don't have to be nice to me cause I'm having kids." "It's not that I think your beautiful and that guy must have been stupid to leave you." He wiped the tears out of my eyes. "Thanks." "Anytime. How about I take you out to eat." "I don't know." "Everyone else can go to." "Alright."

~*~Chapter 2~*~
We went inside and everyone agreed to go to a pizza place near our house. Everything went well. After we went back to me and May's house. We sat around and watched TV. The guys said they'd help us move tomorrow. May, Cat, Ali, Shane, Mark, and Kian went clubbing that night. Me, Bryan, and Nicky stayed at my house and started packing stuff. After most of the stuff was packed we watched TV. I went to my room to go to sleep and Nicky went back to their hotel. Bryan slept in May's room. I woke up the next morning any they were moving things. "Guys, I could have helped." "No, your 7 months pregnant." "I could have held a door." "Go sit and watch TV. I won't let you do anything to strenuous." "Come on, I want to help." "Krista, please sit down." "Fine." The phone rang and I picked it up. "Hello?" "Krista! How are you babe?" "Hi Sean and my name's not babe." "Sorry, so how are my kids doing?" "They're not your kids they are mine. Why did you call?" "Too see how you are." May grabbed the phone. "Sean, leave her alone. She doesn't need an abusive ex in her life." She clicked off the phone. "He hit you?" "Yea, when he was drunk." "Oh my! Krista, he is awful." "I know." Soon everything was moved we planned to go to the beach. Shane, Bryan, and I got in the car with Ali and May, Cat, Mark, Kian, and Nicky got in the other car. After we pulled onto the highway and got over the bridge the on-ramp before our exit a trailer pulled onto the road and hit Ali's car making it spin around. When I woke up I was in the hospital and Bryan was sitting beside her with stitches on his forehead. "Bryan, why-why are we here?" "We got hit when we were in the car." "Where's Ali and Shane?" "Shane's getting a cast and Ali, she didn't make it." "No, not Ali, she was to strong." Bryan hugged me. "The babies?" "They are ok, they are in the nursery. Hang on I'll go and check if you can go see them." I cursed the trailer driver and cried. May and Cat came in the room and gave me hugs. "My boys are defiantly ok?" "Yea, they are strong, just like their mom.” "I want to see them." I got up and they followed me to the nursery. I saw Michael Patrick and Matthew Thomas. They were so tiny and adorable. The other guys came down the hallway. "Sorry about Ali, and congrats Krista." "Thanks. I can't believe Ali, she was defiantly a fighter-" "She was till the end." "I'm gonna miss her so much. She was like a sister to me. All 3 of you were ... you 2 still are." Bryan picked me up and carried me back to the hospital room. "Krista, calm down. Don't get upset stay calm for the boys." "Ok, for them they are my life. I stopped drinking and smoking for them." Bryan sat next to her and stroked her hair. "When I was a little girl I always wanted to have twins boys then live a house with white picked fences and an amazing husband. I have the boys and the house but no husband. Not even a boyfriend." "Krista, Sean doesn't deserve you. Any guys who hits a women doesn't deserve to be loved." "I just don't want the boys to grow up without a father figure." "I'm sure you and May and Cat will take good care of them. You'll make a great mom." "How do you know?" "I can tell by the way you care about them and everything." He hummed me to sleep and laid with me until the next morning. I woke up to find Sean over the bed. "Krista, I can't believe you. Even when you were pregnant you have to go screw some guy." "Sean, listen. Bryan is a friend. Did you hear what happened?" "I heard that you had the babies." "That's not the whole story. Me, the girls and Westlife were going to the beach and Ali's car got hit which caused the babies to be born early. Bryan was helping me threw Ali's death and not to be depressed so I can take care of MY boys." "They are my sons too." "You gave up that right when you left me after I told you I was having them." Bryan woke up in the middle of the argument. "Sean, leave." "Oh your boy toy is up." I stood up and smacked him. "Listen, Sean, leave me and my sons alone or else. I don't need you around to hit them and I'm not taking any crap from you." "Whatever bitch. I bet they aren't my kids anyway you fucking whore." Bryan jumped up off the bed. "Excuse me but I think you should show Krista some respect. I've only know her for 2 days and she is one the most special people in the world. I can't believe she slept with an asshole like you." "Listen you f*cking loser. She was mine and she wanted to screw around so I left her." "Tell the truth, Sean, if your a real man." After a long pause. "That's what I thought just leave me alone you f*cking dick." Sean put his head down and walked from the room.

~*~Chapter 3~*~
"Thanks, Bryan." "No problem." They talked for a while and then the doctor came in. "Krista, you can go home now but I want the babies to stay and you can pick them up sometime next week." She nodded. "I just don't want anyone to give my boys to the jerk that just left this room, named Sean." "Ok, I'll put down only you to come pick them up." "Thank you so much." "Ok, here are your papers sign them and you are a free women." The took the papers and the doctor left. May and Cat came in the room. "I'm out." "Cool the boys 2?" "Nope, not till next week." "Here's some clothes." “Come on Bryan." Cat pushed him out of the room and May helped Krista get ready. When she finished she left the papers at the front desk and they left. When they got back everyone was sitting around the house. It was decorated. "Hey everyone." "Where's the boys?" "At the hospital until next week. When Ali's funeral?" "Next week and her wake is on Wends." "Oh ok. Did Sean come here?" "No, why?" "He was at the hospital and knowing him he won't give up." "I'm gonna beat his ass!" "Cat, calm down." "No, he's a f*cking dick I hate him." Cat never liked Sean since he threw her dog into the street when she was 10. They all planned to go out that night and go see a movie but I couldn't so Bryan said he'd stay. "Go to the movies, I'm fine." "No your not." "Yea, I am." I turned my back to him so he couldn't see the tears streaming down my cheek. They all left and he stayed. I locked the door to my room and laid on the bed. He sat outside the door. "I know how it feels to be hurt when you love someone." "Really?" "Yea, I loved my last girlfriend but she cheated on me." "What was she like?" "Her name was Kerry and she had blond hair and blue eyes." "I bet she was pretty right?" "Yea, she was but I think your prettier." He whispered. I opened the door and sat next to him. "I miss Ali. She was like the older sister I never had." I sobbed. He hugged me and rubbed my back. I heard a window break then the door open. "What the-" Sean stood there. "You little bitch! I know you had something going on with him." He swung the bat in his hand at Bryan and hit him on the head knocking him down. I scrambled to my feet. "Sean! You asshole." I bent over near Bryan and he was becoming conscious again. Sean grabbed my arm and pulled me towards him. "Let me go." He held my waist as I struggled against him but it was no use since he was twice my size. Bryan got up almost falling on the ground. "Let her go." "No, pretty boy, she's mine." "Sean, let me go." I cried beating on his arm. Bryan went to step towards me & Sean. Sean pushed him down. "Bryan, omg!" "Come on Krista we're gonna go get our boys." "Like hell we are." I bit his arm and ran over to Bryan. I helped him up and we ran down the hallway. I shut the door and called 911. Sean charged into the door cause it to split in half.

~*~Chapter 4~*~
I ran to the other door which lead to back stairs. I opened it as Bryan threw a chair at Sean. I got to the bottom of the stairs and before I knew it Sean pushed Bryan down the stairs. I heard other people. "Sean, get the hell out of here." Bryan was bleeding from the head and Cat ran into the kitchen where we now were. "Sean, you f**king prick." She grabbed a knife and ran up the stairs. He backed up against the wall as Cat ran towards him. She stabbed him then backed up looking at the bloody knife in her hand. She dropped it and then ran back down the stairs as the police came running into the house. "Where's the guy?" "Upstairs." I hugged Cat as she stood crying looking at her bloody hands. "Cat, where's everyone?" "Still at the movies. I took the train back." "Cat, it's ok. Calm down." "I can't..... I just stabbed Sean." "You were trying to save me and Bryan." "I didn't think of it that way." "Here help me get Bryan to the EMT's." We helped him the ambulance and they fixed his cuts and checked him and he was ok except for the few cuts he had. "Catlin, can we please have a word with you." She nodded and followed the officer. "When did you get into the house?" "I heard Bryan fall down the stairs and ran into the kitchen." "So you stabbed Sean to defend Krista and Bryan?" "Yes, she just had 2 babies and they need her." "Ok, one more question. Was Sean ever a problem before?" "Yes, he was always beating on Krista before she found out that she was having the babies then he left and just got back." "Thank you." Cat walked over to Krista and she was on the phone with May. "May, Um.. I think you should come back now?" "OMG what happened?" "Sean broke into the house-" "Ok, we're leaving now. What did he do?" "He went after me and Bryan tried to help but he got hurt and Cat stabbed Sean-" "Oh boy, we'll be back with in 2 minutes." Krista hung up the phone then called the hospital to check on the boys and they were good. The police talked to Bryan before the everyone else go there then they wanted Krista to come to the station. She got in the car and went to the station. "Now Mrs. McFadden-" "No I'm not married to Bryan we're friends, I'm Krista Stanley." "Ok Miss Stanley how do you know Mr. Bradley?" "He's the father of my twin sons and ex-boyfriend." "How long did you two date?" "Around 4 years, then he left me cause I got pregnant." "When were they born?" "Two days ago." "Are they at your house?" "No they're still in the hospital they were born premature." "Ok, did Sean ever hit you?" "He did all the time." "Ok, when did he get back?" "Two days ago, I think maybe before since I haven't seen him." "How did Sean get into the house?" "He broke in and tried to kidnap me." "Kidnap?" "Yea, he wants the boys." "Ok, what happened after he got you." "Bryan went after him and Sean knocked him down." "Bryan was trying to save you?" "Yea," "Ok thank you. That's all for now." The officer shook her hand and she went to the waiting area and May hugged her. "Krista, I'm so sorry. "I'm ok, how's Bryan?" "He's at the guys hotel resting. He wanted to come but I wouldn't let him." "How's Cat?" "Real shaken up. She's at her parents house." "I want to check on my boys." "Ok. Let's go." They went to the hospital and checked on Michael and Matthew.

~*~Chapter 5~*~
The next night Westlife had a concert and the following day they were going home before recording their next CD. The concert went well and the next day the we said our good-byes and promised to write and keep in touch. I went right to the hospital, the boys were getting stronger by the day and would be released in 2 or 2 days. The months past and soon Westlife was coming back to the US for a few concerts while the editing for the CD was being finished. Me and Bryan had become extremely close and everyone was waiting to find out what would happen between us. Even though the concerts weren't near MA they got 2 days off and went to visit the us. May and Cat went to meet them at the airport while Krista attempted to cook and watch the boys. When they got to the house I was sitting on the couch in tears, when I noticed them I got up and went up the stairs into the boys room. We had moved after the incident, now we lived in Melrose which was about 15 minutes from Boston and more suburban. I sat on the floor near Mat and Mike's cribs and cried. Bryan opened the door and wrapped his arms around me. "Kris, what's wrong?" "I'm not a good mom, I can't do everything." "Yes, you can. I saw what you cooked for us, it came out really good." "No it didn't." I sobbed harder. "The boys kept crying so it burnt." "It's not burnt, your putting to much pressure on yourself. Your a great mom and cook." He said wiping my tears. "I think I can cook better." "You cook better then me and any of the guys." I gave him a hug then stood up. "Thanks Bry." I took his hand and he looked at the babies. "Wow! They are so cute just like their mom." I blushed and looked down. "Come on we better go before they think anything happened." We walked into the dining room and I gave all the guys a hug and then sat down. After we ate everyone held the babies and then went out leaving me and Bryan there. "Bryan, you should have went." "No, you need some company." "I don't want to boar you cause I'll I'm gonna do is give the boys a bath and then put them to bed." "I'll help you." "You don't know what your in for." He helped me wash Matthew and Michael and he got soaked then he tried getting Matthew dressed and he out his clothes on backwards. Bryan sat in a chair and let me fix the outfit. "I don't know how you do it everyday." "I have help, my mom and dad watch them on Thursday when I have classes all day and when I have a class on Tuesday and Wednesday May and Cat takes care of them." "That's good, how about tomorrow everyone can watch them and I'll take you out." "I don't know." "They won't mind, I know it. Kian and Shane love kids." "All right but I want to make sure it's ok with them first."

~*~Chapter 6~*~
Bryan and I sat and watched TV, she fell asleep and Bryan carried me to my room and laid me in bed. He check on the boys and then went and sat on the couch. At 3 the door opened and there was some laughing, Bryan popped up from sleeping. "Bry! Your still up!" "Shh... Mark, god your drunk." "Yea..." The others nodded and Cat stumbled forward. "No, he isn't." "You are too." "Ahh.. shut up!" May helped her to bed and came down stairs, Shane and Nicky were in the bathroom with Mark who was now getting sick. "She's had a hard time since the whole incident." Bryan nodded as May sat on the couch. "Kris, asleep?" "Yea, she was tired." "Good, she needs sleep." "I have something to ask you, can you and everyone else watch Mat and Mike-" "Yea, sure. Kris, needs to go out and have some fun. I hope it works out with you too." She got up and went into the kitchen and got aspirin for Mark. May said good-night and went off to bed. Bryan sighed and started working out what he was going to do the next day. I woke up the next morning and looked at the clock it read 10: 30. "Damn." I jumped out of bed and went to the boys room and they weren't there so I went to the kitchen. I saw them in their playpen in the living room and May was watching TV along with Kian and Nicky. I went into the kitchen and got myself some coffee and went into the living room. "How's my boys?" I asked putting my coffee on the table and picking Mat out of the playpen. "They are changed, feed, everything is set for your day out." "Guys you don't have to-" "Kris, you deserve it. Plus there are 6 of us watching them I think we can handle it." Laughed May. I put Mat back in the play pen and picked up Mike. I sipped my coffee as Mike pulled on Kian's hand. 10 minutes later Mark came into the living room holding his head. "Man, my head-" "Mark, you almost drank the bar out of business. It's your own fault so I don't want to hear it." Kian quickly said. Mark pouted and went into the kitchen in search of aspirin. "Owwwww!!!!" He exclaimed hitting his head. May went in and got him some aspirin and an ice pack for his head. Cat came down the stairs and sat on the floor taking Mat out of the play pin and Shane came in and did the same. They both sat on the rug and played with the boys. "Your gonna spoil them with so much attention." I laughed. "Hey, I do this every morning." We all sat around and an hour later Bryan came threw the door. "Ready?" He said grabbing my jacket. "I don't think so. I'm still in my PJ's." "Come on get ready." He said pushing me towards my room. I went into the bathroom and showered then put on a pair of jeans, that fit a little tight since I still had about 10 pounds left on me since the boys were born. May came into the room and gave me a bag then fixed my hair and make up. "Come on put on the shirt." I opened the bag to see a black tee shirt the fit just right. "Thanks, May. Are you sure you'll be ok?" She nodded as I hugged her. I grabbed my bag and then went down stairs.

~*~Chapter 7~*~
Bryan stared at me. "Wow, you look super!" I looked down blushing. "Thanks, we are we going?" "You'll see." He took my hand as I waved good-bye. He opened the door of a rented car and I got in and he shut it. Bryan got in on the other side and then started the car and pulled out of the drive way. We were both silent until we pulled up to a restaurant. He ran around and opened the door. "Your such a gentleman." He laughed and took my hand we went inside and were seated towards the back. We ordered and talked while we waited for the food. After eating we went to a carnival and then to the movies. It was dark and we were walking threw a park holding hands. We sat on a bench and he leaned down and softly kissed me and then pulled away. "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have done that." He said looking down quickly. I lifted his chin and kissed him back. When we broke away we sat there looking into eachother's eyes. Not knowing what to do I kissed him again and it lasted longer. When we stopped he looked away. "Bry, what's wrong?" "I just wrecked our friendship." "No, you didn't." He got up and started walking back and forth. "Yes, I did. Now it's not gonna be the same every again." "Ok, I see how it is." I got up and walked away going towards the swings. I sat on one and slowly started swing back and forth. I did that for awhile and then he came over. "I'm sorry, Krista. I just don't know." "Bryan, your the greatest guy I know and I don't want us to hate eachother, but I really care about you." "I care about you too and I think I love you." He trailed off. "You love me?" I asked looking up at him as he sat on the swing next to me. He nodded and I took his hand. "I love you too." He smiled and the pulled me on to his lap.

~*~Chapter 8~*~
When we got back everyone was sitting on the couch. Bryan ran threw the door with me thrown over his shoulder, he put me down when everyone looked over at us. "Well......" "Well.... what?" I asked as I sat down. Mat and Cat got up and pulled me out of the room and Bryan sat next to Mark. "Man, really what happened?" "Nothing?" "Yea, that's why you have lipstick on your face." Bryan blushed and then got up and went into the bathroom. Cat and May sat down on my bed. "So....." "Nothing happened." "Yea right, spill it." "Ok, we went out to eat then a carnival and ended up in the park." "Ohh.. the park, so romantic. Sorry, go on." "We were sitting on a bench and he kissed me and I kissed him, then he got upset so I went over to the swings and he came over." I stopped and then started laughing. "Come on tell us the rest" They whined. "Ok, then I said I want us to be friends and not hate eachother and then he said he loved me and I said I loved him-" "Aww.... that's so sweet. Krista you totally deserve a good man." "As I was saying... then we said we can try a relationship." The girls gave me and hug then went off to bed as I checked on the boys who were sound asleep. I closed the door and went back into my room and put on a pair of boxers and a tank top then went down the stairs to get a drink. I was drinking water at the sink when I felt arms around my waist. "Why didn't you tell me I had lipstick on my face." Laughed Bryan. "I thought you looked cute." I laughed. "Did you tell Cat and May?" "Yea, they would have bugged me anyway." "I didn't tell the guys they'll find out soon enough." I put the glass in the sink and turned around. I got up on my toes and gave Bryan a kiss. "I better get to bed, the boys will be up early tomorrow." "Ok goodnight." I went up to my room and laid on my bed thinking about what happened that day and what will happen tomorrow when Bryan had to leave for a concert.

~*~Chapter 9~*~
The next morning I woke up to the boys crying. I went right into their room and nothing would work. It was only 4 so everyone would be woken up. Bryan sleepily walked into the room. "Kris, are the boys ok?" "Yea, they just won't stop crying. I changed them, feed them, and read to them." "Here let me try." He softly sang to them and they started to calm down. Once they fell back asleep I gave Bryan a hug and went into the living room. Bryan threw his blankets on the chair and pulled me next to him. "I don't wanna leave tomorrow." "You have to, I don't want you to lost your career." "How about when we have a few days off you can come to Europe." I smiled us he pulled me closer. "What about Matt and Mike?" "You can bring them, my sister Susan and my mom will be there and I'm sure they would watch them. They always want to know when I'm gonna have kids." He laughed. He laid down and I laid next to him and we fell back asleep. At 10 Kian came into the room. "Dang, can't someone walk out into the living room with out being scared." I sat up and so didn't Bryan. "Kian, shut up." I went into the kitchen and got myself some coffee and went to get the boys. All the guys were making sure their stuff was packed and May went out to get some breakfast. I got the boys ready then went and took a shower and threw on a pair of jeans and three quarter shirt. Cat went into the room and picked up Mat and I got Mike. We went into the room and I put the boys in their playpen and went into the kitchen. Before we could finish eating the phone rang and I picked it up. "Hello?" "Hi, this is Ronan the boys manger can you tell them they better get to the airport soon or their flight will leave with out them." "Ok, bye." I clicked off the phone. "It was Ronan, he wants you guys at the airport soon." "I told yea." "Shut up, Shane!" Bryan said throwing a donut at him. "Guys! Cut it out." Shane picked up the donut and threw it into the trash and then went to put his bags in the car. Mark, Cat, and Nicky got in May's car and Krista. Mike, Mat, and Bryan got into her car. They all went to the terminal where Ronan was pacing back and forth. "Guys, were where you?!" "Eating, and Bryan was getting lovey dovey." Bryan shot Mark and look as he laughed. "Alright, hurry up and get on the plane." All the guys got on the plane except Bryan. May and Cat took Mike and Mat over to the window to see the planes as Bryan and Krista said their goodbyes.

~*~Chapter 10~*~
It had been 4 months since me and Bryan had seen eachother, May and Cat had set up a trip for my birthday. I went to the mall after my classes to pick out a few things and to make sure everything was taken care of with the boys who were staying with my parents for the week. Soon enough I was at the airport saying good-bye. Mat and Mike had gotten so big and were starting to talk and walk a little so my dad promised to video tape them walking for me. I hugged everyone then got on the plane with tears in my eyes. When the plane landed I walked off to see Mark and Kian with hats on. "Hey guys." "Hey Krista." Mark said while giving me a hug. "Hi Kris, how was your flight?" "Good, can you believe I miss Matthew and Michael already?" "I can believe it, you love them and their your life." "Come on I think someone just saw us." A group of teenage girls came over to us and they started running. "OMG! Who's that girl?!" (I'm not making fun of fans but I saw something like this happen) When we got to the car I let out a sigh of relief and we headed to the hotel. Nicky, and Shane were in the lobby. I gave them a hug then showed them recent pictures of the boys. "Aww... their so cute." "I think they look so much like you." "Thanks." "Come on we gotta take you to Bryan." Said Shane pushing me towards the elevator. "What about my bags?" "Don't worry bout it Kian and Mark got them." We got on the elevator and went to the third floor, when it stopped they pulled me down the hallway and knocked on his door. Bryan opened the door and gave me a hug. "We'll be going Mark and Kian will keep your bags in their room and you can get them whenever." "Ok, thanks guys." They walked down the hallway and Bryan let me in his room.

~*~Chapter 11~*~
I handed Bryan the picture and he looked at it. "Wow! They got so big, and they look so much like you." "Thanks, they started walking and talking. My dad's going to videotape them so I'll send you it if you want to see it." "That'd be great. Guess what?" "What?" "In 3 months we have a 2 week break." "Cool." "And I'm gonna go to the US to be with you." I gave him a hug. "Good, cause I missed you." I said crying. "I missed you too. Kris, don't cry." He said wiping my tears. "I'm sorry, it's just that I haven't seen you in so long-" "Shh.. it's ok." He said brushing my hair out of my face. I stayed in his arms for awhile then there was a knock on the door. He got up and opened it. "Hey Susan! Come on in." He opened the door and a girl with blond hair walked in. "Krista this is Susan, my sister. Susan this is my girlfriend, Krista." I got up off the bed and shook her hand. "I heard a lot about you." Bryan looked down. "Sue, don't start." "I won't. Mum and dad want to know if your coming to supper with us." Bryan looked at me. "Do you want to Kris?" "Yea, that would be good." "Ok, when we leaving?" "In 20 minutes." "Ok, we'll met you in the lobby." "Ok, nice meeting you." She let herself out and Bryan sat on the bed. "I'll get to meet your parents." I smiled sitting next to him. "Yea, they'll love you." He wrapped his arms around me. "Ok, let me get ready."

~*~Chapter 12~*~
By the time I got ready Bryan was standing by the door. "Ready?" "Of course." I took his hand and we walked down the hallway and got on the elevator. When it came to a stop we walked off and saw a couple standing there with Susan. Bryan's grip tightened and I looked over at him and smiled. We walked over to them. "Mum & Dad this is Krista, my girlfriend." "So nice to finally meet you, he talks about you all the time." I smiled. "Come on lets go eat." We walked into the hotel restaurant and were seated right away. After we ordered we all decided to talk. "So Krista, how's the US?" "Good, but I like Europe so far. It's really nice." "I can't wait to see the rest of the US, Bryan is taking us on their next US tour." "That's cool." "So... you have two sons?" "Yes, their twins. Would you like to see a picture?" His mother nodded. I reached into my bag and pulled out a picture of the boys with Cat and May. "That's Matthew and my friends May and Cat then Michael." "Wow... they look so much alike how can you tell them apart?" "Michael is a little more fussy." "They are so adorable." "Thanks, it's a good thing they don't act like their dad." "That awful man that went after you?" "Yes, that's Sean in a nutshell." "So, he's in jail?" "No, he's dead. When Cat got back she went after him and stabbed him, but at the hospital he killed himself." "At least, he can't hurt you or the boys anymore." "Yea, that's a good thing." We talked about the boys for awhile and then the food came, after eating we went to a movie. By the time we got back I was really tired. "Bry, can you get my other bag from Mark and Nicky's room?" "Ok, be right back." He walked out of the room and I laid on and bed and fell asleep.

~*~Chapter 13~*~
The next morning I woke up to see Bryan asleep on the floor. I went to go into the bathroom and he woke up. "I'm sorry, Bryan. You didn't have to sleep on the floor you could have woken me up." "You looked so peaceful, it's no problem." "Do you have a concert today?" "Yup." He looked out the window. "Look at all them girls, some of them had been there since yesterday." "Wow, they are really devoted." "Yea, some a bit obsessed so you'll have to be careful when we got outside." The rest of the week went by too fast and soon everyone knew that me and Bryan were dating. When I got back to Boston it was a week before Christmas and it would be the boys first. Christmas came and went and soon it was the day Bryan was coming to visit. I took the boys and headed to the airport to meet him. He got off the plane and smiled. I gave him a quick hug. "Wow, look at how big they got!" Mat waved so didn't Mike. I started laughing. "Come on lets go." We got to the car and drove back to my house. Cat and May were laying on the door and couch watching "Here On Earth" crying. "Hey girls, why are you crying?" "She died." May sobbed.
"Oh your watching the movie again." "Kris, shut up you cried when you saw it too." "But this is like the 50th time you've watched it." I took Mat and Mike out of their carriers and they crawled over to the TV and watched it. Bryan put his bags in the guest room and I went into the kitchen. "Want anything to eat?" "Yea." "Ok." I started making soup and toast. "So ... do I get to meet your parents?" "Yea, it you want to. They will just embarrass me by showing you all baby pictures or something." "I bet you were a cute baby." "But those pictures are just so old." He laughed. "Actually my parents are coming over tonight, so they can't show you any pictures." "Oh ok." After eating we took the boys to a park and Bryan took them down the slide. It was really good to have someone who could except me for who I was.

~*~Chapter 14~*~
That night I made supper and got everything ready. When my parents came I went to get Bryan. I walked into the guest room and he was fixing his hair. "Hey Bry, my parents are here." "Ok, how do I look?" "Good, they'll love you." I took his hand and they walked down the stairs. My parents each had one of the twins on their lap. "Mom & Dad, this is Bryan." My father stood up. "Nice to meet you, don't call me Mr. Stanley just Brendan." "And I'm Rachel." "Your daughter is so wonderful." I looked down and blushed then walked into the kitchen. May and Cat were arguing who was gonna bring out the food. "I'll do it, can you two please put Matthew and Michael in their high chairs." They walked out of the kitchen. I put the food on the table and went into the room. "Supper's ready." Everyone sat around the table, supper was basically quiet and after we all sat in the living room. We talked about everything and then at 7 they started getting ready to leave. "We should be going, I have work tomorrow. It was nice to meet you Bryan. Take good care of my daughter." My father went over to the boys and kissed them good bye and my mom did the same. "Bye Bryan, May and Cat. I'm watching Mat and Mike tomorrow right?" "Yes, mom, thank you so much." "It's nothing, I love my grandchildren." She gave me a hug. "See you tomorrow." "Bye mom, bye dad." They waved good-bye as they got into their cars. I picked up Matthew and started walking upstairs and Bryan grabbed Mike. "How did you like my parents?" "They are really nice, you look a lot like your mom." I gave the boys their baths and changed them then put them in their cribs. Bryan sang to them as I went into the other room to change. Once Bryan was done he met me in the hallway. "If you keep singing to them they'll get spoiled cause I can't sing at all." We went into the living room and I flipped on the TV. "So how is everyone?" "Their good, Nicky got engaged." "That is so cool, I'll have to call him sometime." We talked for a while and then ended up falling asleep.

~*~Chapter 15~*~
I woke up at 8, Bryan had Mike and Matt changed and was feeding them.
"Bry, where did you learn to do that?" "By watching you and my cousin had a baby and I always watched him." I got up and made myself coffee. "Want anything for breakfast?" "Naww... I don't like eating in the morning." "Ok, will you be all right while I go get ready?" "Yup, I did good so far." I went up to my room and got dressed wearing overalls and a tee shirt. I fixed the baby's diaper bag and went down stairs. "Ready?" "Yup, so were going to drop the boys off and do what?" "I have a suprise, just dress warm." I put on the boys winter jackets, hats, gloves, ect. Then put on my jacket and head band. I put the car seats in then went back inside to get the boys. I took Mike and Bryan took Matt, then started the car and then put on the radio. Bryan sang along with every song that came on, when we got to my parents house my mom was outside. She took Mike and I carried Mat inside while Bryan waited in the car. "Thanks mom." "Your welcome." "I'll pick the boys up around 6." "Ok see you then." "Bye mom." I ran out to the car and headed off to our destination. There was no traffic since it was 9 and everyone was in work by now, when we got to the place Bryan looked shocked. "What are we doing here?" "Going snow tubing." "Snow tubing?" "Yea come on." I shut off the car and we bought our all day passes. We each got a tube then attached ourselves to the lift. When we got to the top their was no line so I ran with the tube and jumped on it, sliding down the steep hill. Bryan waited till I was at the bottom and did the same. "Wasn't that fun?" "Yea, it was really fun." For the rest of the day we tubed, after a while we got a double tube and went down together. At 4 we left and went out to eat then went to pick up the boys.

~*~Chapter 16~*~
That night we watched TV and played board games. The next three days flew by and we were getting even closer. We were sitting on the floor and Bryan had his arms wrapped around me, it was perfect then the phone rang. "Hello?" "Hi, is um.. Bryan there?" A women asked. "Yea, hang on." I handed him the phone. "Hello?" "Hey Bryan." "Hi Kerry." "I'm in Boston and I was wondering if you could come and we can talk." "I'm busy now." "But it's important." "Ok, what hotel?" She told him the hotel and I sat there. After he hung up the phone he got up. "Where are you going?" "I need to talk to someone." "Ok, want me to drive you?" "Could you?" "Yea." I threw on a pair of sneakers and a jacket and told May and Cat we were going on for about an hour or 2. When we pulled up to the hotel I parked the car and he went right to her room, I went into the restaurant and got a soda and waited. He had been up there for an hour so I decided to go up. I got the room number form the clerk and went right up, the door was slightly open so I opened it and saw them laying on the bed kissing.

~*~Chapter 17~*~
I froze and my mouth dropped. "Bryan, how could you-" They broke away. "Krista, let me explain." "You don't need to." I ran out of the room crying and went right to the car with Bryan right behind me. I got in the car and locked the doors and took off towards my house. When I got there I ran right to my room crying. May and Cat came into the room. "Kris, what happened?" "Bryan, I caught him making out with his ex-girlfriend." "Aww.... Krista, Cat go throw all his stuff in a bag and wait for him. I bet he'll be here any minute." May hugged me. "Krista, if he wanted to throw what you two have away then he's not worth keeping." "But I love him so much, arr... I just can't believe him." The doorbell rang and Cat ran by my door with his bags. "Hi Catlin, can I please see Kris." "No, she don't want to see you. She says here you can go stay with your ex." Cat threw him bags at him and slammed the door in his face. I could hear him trying to yell to me from outside. May went outside and I sat by the window still crying. "Bryan, just give her time. All of her boyfriends have cheated on her and it hurts her so much. So just please let her be." "I can't, I love her." He looked up at the window and I hid behind the curtain. "Krista, I love you!!!!" He yelled for the 50th time. Cat came into the room and hugged me then opened the window. "Bryan, get the hell outta here before I come out with a baseball bat and beat you with it." "I'm not leaving until she talks to me." I went to the window. "Bryan, I can't believe you. Leave now, I don't want to talk to you." I turned and went into the boys room and sat in a chair watching them play with their toys.

~*~Chapter 18~*~
That night Bryan finally left when Cat went outside with a bat. After that time pasted by so slowly. I got invited to Nicky's wedding but I knew I couldn't go, everything that had something to do with Bryan I avoided. Soon a year had past and I was getting ready to graduate from college. I planned to move to LA once I graduated and found a house and job out there, my cousin Tammy was gonna let me stay at her house while I worked everything out. Cat and May were doing good, Cat and Mark finally got together which I was thrilled about and May's boyfriend Chris just proposed. They were also planning to move to LA, since that is where he was from. Once me and the boys moved to LA time flew by and soon it was May's wedding. It had been 2 years since I last saw Bryan and I figured why was it missing your bestfriends wedding over an ex. "May, I can't believe your getting married." "Me either." I gave her a hug. "Auntie May you look pretty." Said Mike, who just turned 3. "MayMay, Chris is a nice man." Said Matt. She bent down and gave them each a kiss on the cheek. "You two are too sweet." Cat walked into the room and I gave her a hug. "Look at how big you too got in a few months." She said hugging the boys. "Catty, I missed you." Said Matt. "You look nice." Said Mike. Someone knocked on the door and I opened it, there stood Bryan just as handsome as the last time I saw time. He had a suit on. "Hi Krista, wow the boys got big." "Yea." "I just wanted to till you that it will be starting in a few minutes." "Thanks." I went and got Matt and Mike who were going to carry the rings and Bryan left. "Kris, he still loves you and I know you love him." "No, I don't." "Mommy, who was that?" "That was Uncle Mark's friend Bryan." "Bryan that was your boyfriend?" Asked Mike. "Is he our daddy?" Asked Matt. "He was my boyfriend and no he's not your daddy. Your daddy died when you two were little babies." The music started and the boys walked down the isle. Then went all the brides maids then me because I was the maid of honor and lastly May. The ceremony went by quickly and I started crying I was so happy for her.

~*~Chapter 19~*~
At the reception May dance with both off the boys while I sat at the table with my parents who came since May was like another daughter. "Hunny, isn't that Bryan?" My mother asked looking at him sitting at the bar looking at me. I nodded and looked away. "Krista, you should talk to him. You haven't been the same since you broke up with him, he made you happy." "Mom, he broke my heart." "Hearts can always be fixed once you found love, you found it try to keep it. He won't be waiting forever." With that my parents got up and went over to talk with May's mother. I looked at the boys and smiled, they were dancing on the side of the floor. When I looked up Bryan was standing there. "Can I sit down?" "It's a free country." He pulled out the seat next to me. "Krista, please talk to me." "Bryan, I don't know if I can. I figured after 2 years I could just get over it but I can't." He sighed. "I'm so sorry, I never wanted to hurt you." "You did, just like every other guy except my dad." "You never let me explain what happened." "It was pretty clear what was about to happen. You were on top of her kissing." "Krista! Listen to me!" The music stopped and everyone looked at us. "She kissed me and pulled me on the bed, I was trying to get her off me." The tears started rolling down my cheeks and I got up from the table and ran outside. Bryan sat there as Cat came over to him. "Bryan, go after her." "I can't." "Yes you can, she loves you still and what you just said will fix everything. Go!" She pulled Bryan up and pushed him towards the door.

~*~Chapter 20~*~
Bryan walked outside to see me on the steps crying. He sat next to me and wrapped his arms around me. "Bryan, I'm so sorry. I'm so stupid." "Shh.. Kris, your not stupid. You were just hurt." "Why don't you have a girlfriend?" "Your the only girl I want." I half smiled as he wiped the tears out of my eyes. "I love you." I whispered. "I love you too, Kris." I kissed him gently then got up. "We should go back inside, I don't want the boys to worry." Bryan took my hand as we walked inside. Matthew and Michael ran up to me. "Mommy, are you ok?" They asked at once. "Yes, I am. Sorry, I made you worry." "It's ok. Who is this?" "This is Bryan, remember you asked earlier?" They nodded. "Is he your boyfriend again?" "Yea I am, how would you like it if I took you two and your mom out somewhere tomorrow." "That would be fun." "Yea, fun. Mommy, I'm gonna go dance." Said Michael going over to Cat and dancing next to her. Mat sat at a chair and started asking Bryan every possible question about him. Soon the Chicken Dance came on and Mathew pulled Bryan out onto the floor and Mike came over and got me. I laughed at Bryan as he got into it and the twins tried to do the same. By the time at reception was over I could barely walk since I danced so much. I drove the twins and my parents back to my house since they were staying there until earlier the next morning when their flight left. I put the boys to bed and then went to bed myself, me and Bryan were taking the boys to Disney Land around 10ish so I needed to sleep. I laid in bed and wondered why I was so stupid.

~*~Chapter 21~*~
The next morning came to soon, when I woke up my mom and dad had already washed, dressed, and feed the boys and were waiting for their cab. I gave them a hug and kiss good-bye and thanked them, soon their cab came. The boys said good-bye and my parents left. I fixed up the and finished getting ready, I just got out of the shower and the doorbell rang. I ran to the door and opened it. "Hey Bryan, come on in." "Nice outfit, you wearing it today?" I laughed. "I'll be right back." I went back into my room and threw my clothes on and put my hair into a ponytail then went to get the boys from the playroom. The day flew by and when we got home I got the boys ready for bed. Bryan sat on the couch and when they were asleep I came back into the room and sat on the loveseat. We talked for a while and then fell asleep in eachother's arms. Bryan and I turned out to last threw everything, a year later I had our first baby. A girl named Kathleen and we got married later that summer. They boys were extremely happy that they had a dad, and Bryan adopted them. We kept the house in LA but lived in Ireland most of the time. Westlife was still together doing a few tour dates here and there. Nicky and his wife had a boy named Ronald and a girl named Charlotte. Mark and Cat got married right after me and Bryan and are going to have their first baby soon. May and Chris are good they have two daughters Hannah and Erin and a baby boy named Chris Jr. Kian just got engaged and Shane is getting married to Jen soon.

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Sequel to Where Do Broken Hearts Go?

~*~Prologue~*~
Kian sat in a crowded coffee shop waiting for his blind date to show up. He glanced at his watch. It was 10:30 she should have been there a half an hour ago; he picked up his coffee and was about to leave when a girl walked over to him. "Hi, I'm Rachel sorry I'm late I missed the bus." "Hi Rachel, I'm Kian." He looked into her brown eyes, she was perfect. Her clothes were a little bit much, she had on a skirt and knee high boots and a tank top besides that she looked good. "Do you want to leave?" "Whatever you want." "Ok, just let me get a coffee and we can walk somewhere." She went and got a coffee and they left. They walked around the park across the street. "So have you lived in LA your whole life?" "Yea, but some day I want to travel you get sick of staying in one place too long." "Traveling is fun, I wish I could be around more." "This is kind of weird, being set up on a date and all." Kian just looked at the ground as she sat on a bench. "It is a little." "So what did May say about me?" "She told me that you were really nice, but she didn't mention that you were gorgeous." Rachel blushed at the comment. "May just told me that you were a friend of Cat and you were in a group." "Yup, Westlife. That's my life now." "Are you a band or a group?" "Group." The two talked for a while and didn't seem to have much in comment but they planned to meet the next day to go to the movies. Kian walked into his hotel room. "Cat, where did you meet that girl?" "May went to school with her, why?" "She's really nice, but the clothes-" "Kian, don't judge people by their appearances." "I'm not I was just saying that her clothes were a bit-" "Odd? I like her style." Cat turned on the TV. "Are you gonna tell her what I said?" "Do you think I am?" "I don't know, girls gossip." "I'm not a gossiper but if you said that to May she'd be on the phone already." Kian let out a sigh of relief and went into the other room.

~*~Chapter 1~*~
Kian met Rachel at the movies and she had on all black and her hair had streaks. "Hey." "Hi, new hair style." "Do you like it?" "It's ok." "Alright, what are we gonna see?" "Umm... I don't care." "Are you embarrassed to be here with me?" "No, why would you say that?" "You haven't looked at me since you got here." "I've been looking at what movie we could see!" "This isn't gonna work out, know what I think May can find some ex-cheerleader to go out with you!" Rachel walked away with tears in her eyes and Kian turned and walked the other way. When Kian got back to the hotel May sat on the bed with Cat talking. "Back so soon?" "She freaked out at me!" Kian walked into Shane's room and slammed the door and May picked up the phone and quickly dialed Rachel's number. "Hello?" She sobbed. "Rach, what happened?" "Kian's an asshole and he doesn't like my appearances, I'm sorry." "Rach, don't be sorry. If he doesn't like you for you then your better off without him." Kian stormed into the room. "I didn't say I didn't like her appearances, she assumed I didn't. I wasn't at her because I was trying to figure out with movie to see!" Rachel started crying harder. "See, he's such a jerk. I hate him so much!" "Kian, stop being so insensitive." "I'm not being insensitive, god people these days! I wonder why I even try!" He went back into the other room slamming the door causing the lamp to fall off the table. "Rach, it's ok don't cry. I'll be over in a few minutes." May hung up the phone and left while Cat went to talk to Kian.

~*~Chapter 2~*~
When May got to Rachel's house she was sitting on the couch with mascara down her face. May gave her a hug. "Rach, it's ok." "No it isn't. I hate men! I think me and Kris need to hang out more and discuss guy problems. Isn't Kian friends with that Bryan guy?" "Yea, but that's not the point." “Kian is nice but I don't know if he likes me." "Kian, likes you I can tell. I defiantly know that cause he got all mad when I said something." "He likes me?" May nodded. Rachel gave her a hug. "I want to go apologize." "Girl, you need to fix that make up before you go anywhere." Rachel looked in the mirror. "Your right. May ,can you run down the store and get brown hair dye?" May left and went to the store and 10 minutes returned with the dye. "May can you do me another favor?" "Yea." "Can you pick me out something nice and totally not me?" "I have an idea. You fix your hair and I'll take you to the mall and we can get you a makeover." Rach smiled and went into the bathroom

~*~Chapter 3~*~
"Cat, I acted like the biggest jerk." "Yea." "Thanks for the support." He exclaimed statistically. "Have any ideas to get her back?" “You like her?" "I like her a lot. She's wonderful." "Hmm... How about you apologize-" "No duh." "As I was saying apologize and do something romantic to win her back. She likes romance." "Ok." He planned reservations at a restaurant and then went to go get a suet. Cat smiled and went to go talk to Mark. 3 hours later Kian was already and was waiting for the limo to come. He was holding red roses and as extremely nervous. When the limo came he went to her house. Kian walked up to her door and knocked. After there was no answer. "Rachel, please open the door." There was a silence. "Please, I'm sorry." He waited outside for a half an hour then sulkingly walked back to her limo. Kian threw the flowers across the limo and sat there. Once they got back to the hotel he went inside to his room. He flopped on the bed and then heard a knock on the door. "Go away." "Kian, please I want to talk to you." He sat up when he heard Rachel's voice and went right to the door. He opened the door and his mouth dropped. "Wow!"

~*~Chapter 4~*~
Kian looked her over and she started blushing. She had on a pair of leather pants and a white tank top, her hair had blond highlights and she had some light shades of make up on. "You look amazing. Not that you didn't before but this is -wow." "You don't look to bad yourself." "Come on, I want to take you somewhere." He took her hand and they went out to the limo that was still outside the hotel. They started off and Kian looked up at Rachel. "Rachel, I'm sorry for the way I acted. I like you a lot and I just got upset that I might lose you." "Kian, I thought you didn't like me and I got upset cause I liked you." They both laughed and Kian leaned over and kissed her. When they got to the restaurant Kian got out and look her hand. They walked into the restaurant and were seated. The both of them talked the whole time and realized that they wanted to be together and were going to work it out the best they could. After eating they went back to the hotel and everyone was in Kian's room except Bryan, who was sitting in his room mopping around. Once the door opened May and Cat jumped up. "How did it go?" They asked at the same time. "Good." They both smiled. "Boy, you two look cute together." "Yea, Cat now our next mission is to get Bryan and Kris back together." They slapped 5 and headed out the door.

~*~Chapter 5~*~
A year later.... Rachel sat at the airport waiting for the plane to land. May was setting up for a birthday party for Kian. When the plane landed Rachel waited and the first one off the plane was Matthew and Mike only with Cat and Krista in tow. "Rachel!" Yelled the boys as they jumped into her lap. "Mommy has a surprise to tell everyone." "Where's May?" "Setting up for someone's party." "Where's Kian?" "He's still asleep, Mark and Bryan are trying to wake him up." Kian came tiredly walking off the plane when He saw Rachel he ran over to her and picked her up spinning her around. "Rach, I missed you." "I missed you too." "Come on let's get going some one just noticed us." They hurried and got their bags then all went their separate ways. Kian went to Rachel's house, Nicky and Tonia went to a hotel, Cat and Mark went to May and Chris's house and Shane went to Jen's house. After they all left their stuff at their place they all went to Bryan and Krista's house, except Kian and Rachel. May had the house decorated and everyone put the finishing touches on everything. "Krista, what is the big surprise?" "You'll see when it's time." "You have that glow, the glow you had when you found out you were having Mat and Mike- OMG! Your-" Krista out her hand over May's mouth. "Don't say anything to anyone." "Does Bryan know?" "Of course." May gave me a hug. "This is so awesome." We came out of the kitchen. "Everyone, shh.. He's coming." Everyone became silent as the door opened. "Surprise!!" Kian looked shocked. "Rach, you knew about this?" He whispered. She nodded. "Thanks everyone this is so nice." Rachel went to get a drink and Cat spotted a ring. "Rach, is that what I think it is?" "Yea," "Oh let me see." Rachel put her hand in front of Cat. "That is so pretty."' "It's gorgeous!" Mark walked over. "Oh Kian's getting hitched. Shane and I are the only one's left." Cat hit him in the arm laughing.

~*~Chapter 6~*~
Within 10 minutes everyone knew that Rachel and Kian were engaged. "Ok now that we now that Rach and I are getting married Kris and Bryan what's your big surprise?" "We're having a baby." Matt and Mike jumped up and down. "I want a sister." "I want a brother." Everyone exchanged hugs and Kian opened his presents and they all talked about everything. Bryan and Kris were getting married in the summer so Kian and Rachel decided to wait awhile. 2 years later... "Rach, your actually getting married." "Yea, the last one." She laughed. "But now you have more people here since there are more people." The ceremony went by quickly and soon everyone was saying good-bye and they were getting on a plane headed to Hawaii. (From here on is Mark and Cat's part) 5 years later... Cat sat on the couch crying, her and Mark were having such a hard time, constant fighting and arguments. Mark, Jr. and Danielle were at Krista's house. Mark opened the door. "What's for supper?" "I don't know, I don't' care. We need to talk." "No, we don't." He walked into the kitchen and she got up after him. "Mark, listen to me." "I don't have time. I'm going out." "Not until after we talk." "No, I'm leaving now." He went towards the door and she stepped in front of it. "Mark Michael Patrick Feehily, we are talking right now or I'm leaving with our children." "You wouldn't." "I would and don't test me. You don't care about me and this family so if you don't want to hear what I want to say then fine here's the door and when you get back I won't be here." He opened the door and looked back once then left. Cat fell to the floor crying and then started swearing at him. After 20 minutes she picked herself up off the floor and started packing everything. She had all her stuff and then the kids and packed everything in the car. She turned the car on and drove off to Krista's house to get the kids and then leave.

~*~Chapter 7~*~
Cat rang the bell and Krista answered the door. "Cat, what's the matter?" "Can I have the boys, I'm leaving Mark." "Leaving Mark?!" "Shh.." "Come on in, Bry's not here." Matt and Mike came running into the room. "Aunty Cat, what's the matter?" "Nothing, boys go play." "Okay," They ran past them up the stairs to their playroom. "What happened?" "He doesn't care about me and the kids anymore, he's never home, and I tried to talk to him and he walked out." "Oh Cat, I'm so sorry. You can stay here for as long as you like." "I don't want to stay here, I can't." "Ok, here." Kris reached into her pocket ad pulled out a key. "What's this?" "A key to the house in LA. Stay there as long as you like. Me and the boys are going there during the tour so that'll be in a month or so." Cat hugged Kris. "Thank you so much." "No, thank you. If it wasn't for you and May then me and Bry wouldn't be here now." "Can you help me with the kids?" "Sure." The two women put Jr. and Danielle in a car seat and then Cat and May said good-bye and she pulled away. The second that Cat got to the airport she went to get tickets and then brought her bags inside. She had good timing because a flight was leaving in 20 minutes. Cat got everything settled and then the plane took off and she took her last glance at Ireland.

~*~Chapter 8~*~
Cat looked out the window to see Mark Jr. who was 4 and Danielle who was 2 sitting in the yard. She glanced at the clock and waited for Kris, Matt, Mike, and Bridget to get there. Once the doorbell rang she quickly went over to get it. "Kris!" Cat said hugging her friend. "You can't even tell your having a baby." Kris looked at Cat. "I think someone else is having a baby too." "Shh... You can't tell Mark." "I won't. Kids get in the house." Matt and Mike who were 9 carried their bags inside. "Mom, we'll get yours and Bridget's." Bridget was 3 and clung to her mother's leg. "Thanks boys, come on Bridge." They walked into the house and Bridget sat on the floor and her mother past her a doll and she stroked its hair. "So Cat, how have yea been?" "Good, May and Chris have been over with the new baby." "They sent me pictures she is adorable. Mark, it the biggest jerk. I can see why you left him." "What did he do?" "He was dead drunk and came over to me and Bry's house and started flipping out and yelling where is my, Bridget why don't you go play with the dolls outside." "Ok Mommy." She got up and ran outside. Matt and Mike came into the room. "Mom, I'll go outside and watch Bridge and our cousins." (All the kids called each other cousins) "Ok." The boys went outside. "As I was saying, he said where is my-forget it he was to mean." "I can't believe I fell in love and wasted part of my life with someone like him." “You had some good times, just the past year. Maybe it's a phase." "Doubt it. I just can't believe it, I called Mark and said what would you do if I was gonna have a baby and he said I bet it isn't mine and hung up the phone."

~*~Chapter 9~*~
The months seem to go by and the short tour was over and the guys were all in LA. Kris and Cat were both 8 1/2 moths pregnant and everyone was trying to help solve Mark and Cat's problem, especially Krista. Mark sat in his hotel room over looking a park and Krista stood before him with Bryan in the doorway. "Mark, you need to cut the shit." "Oh shut up. Cat, doesn't need me, and I don't need her. I actually have a babe coming over here soon." Krista walked over to him and gave him a powerful smack. "Listen, Catlin loves you and you love her. Get over yourself and take care of her, your children and the one on the way. I'm not gonna sit around and watch you waist your life because you can't be a real man." Krista walked towards the door. "When you're ready to be responsible you know where she'll be." Krista walked out of the room holding her back and Bryan followed. "Bryan, man, your whipped." "No, Mark, your wasted." When they got to the car Krista sighed. "He gets me so mad, it's like he don't even care anymore." "He does care but he doesn't want to show it. Come one lets go home." The cell phone rang. "Hello?" "Bryan, it's Cat I think I'm having this baby now! Ouch!" "Here's Krista." "Hello?" "Kris, I'm having the baby." "Shit, Bryan go get Mark and call May to get her." He nodded and ran up the stairs. "Breath." "Kris, please have Mark there." "I will, don't worry." "May, just got here and she said Chris is gonna sat with the kids." "Ok, tell her to get you right to the ER and we'll be there in 5 minutes, here's Bryan and Mark." Cat clicked off the phone and Kris got in the back. "Mark, don't even try any of your shit cause this is your baby and your gonna take responsibility."

~*~Chapter 10~*~
By the time everyone got to the hospital Cat was in labor and Kris went in with her. "Kris, is he here?" She panted. "Yea, he's outside." "I want to see him." Kris looked at the DR. and she nodded. "Ok, I'll go get him." She walked outside to the waiting room. "Mark, she wants you to be in there." "I don't-" "Do it for the baby." He turned and walked into the room. "Cat, you have to stay strong or this baby isn't gonna live." The tears rolled down her cheeks. "You have to save the baby, even if I die." Mark stood there not knowing what to do. Then the realization of what could happen hit him. It was the women and child he loved could die. Mark went to her side and held her hand. "Catlin, I'm sorry I hurt you and the kids." She smiled at him. "I missed you." "I missed you too." "Catlin, push." She pushed. "Is the baby almost out I can't do this for that much longer." "I can see the baby, one more time." She pushed again and then they heard a baby cry. "It's a boy." They cleaned off the baby and Catlin closed her eyes. "Mark, take good care of the kids for me." "No, Catlin don't die. The kids need you, I need you." "I love you Mark." The monitor had a straight line and the doctors pushed him out of the room and went to work. Mark walked into the waiting room crying. "Mark, what happened?" "We had a boy and she might not make it. It's all my fault maybe if I was there-" "Mark, you did what you could and Cat wouldn't die. She won't let her kids be without a mother." Krista hugged Mark and then walked over to the phone to call Chris. The kids were fine so she went to find out about Cat. Once the Dr. came out Krista stopped him. "How's Catlin?" "Stable, she needs a lot of rest for her to fully recover. Who was she staying with?" "Me most of the time and the last few months my husband has been there." "Ok, she was really weak and her legs are very weak. I doubt they will be strong enough for her to walk for along time." Krista told Mark the news and he went in to see her. A few months later Cat was at home back in Ireland in a wheelchair; Mark had taken a break from Westlife to take care of Cat and the kids. "Mark, I just can't do this. I hate being in this chair I need to be able to get to my kids better." "Catlin, it's ok. You can still take care of them." She wheeled into the room and knocked over a lamp. "This stupid thing. Get's in the way." The tears rolled down her cheeks and she used her arms to get herself out of the chair. Cat stood up and tried to walk only to fall onto the floor. Mark ran into the room from changing Patrick. Cat sobbed into his shoulder as he put her back into the chair. "Cat, it's ok. You'll be able to walk again with some practice." She ignored his comment and wheeled into the study and closed the door. She picked up the phone and called Krista. "Hello?" Hey girl, can you come over and try to help me walk." "Cat, they said you shouldn't try to for-" "6 months, I know but-" "It's only been 2." "I know but please, I need to help my kids when they need me. What am I gonna do when Mark does a tour?" "Ok, I'll be over with the kids." "Good, I can't wait to see Toby." "See yea in a few." Cat hung up the phone and let out a sigh of relief, it was gonna be a hard time but she was gonna walk again and everything out be
perfect.

THE END